im actually going to start using this blog. Everyone reads my tumblr, every time ive tried to post something of somewhat meaning useally my friends IM me saying, "yo wtfs ur new post about?". so ill start to use this, none of my friends know about this, except one. but i don't mind that.

i always want to know why people do things, the reason behind everything. it makes things easier. this one guy, well a few. but this one in paticular, i dont understand. he never told me once he liked me. never once, but i knew he did. he had too.. the fact he told my friend he liked me, and not me insulted me. the fact that he told all of my friends how he felt about me, and this and that, all sortas of cute things he should have said to ME, i was so aggrivated. i dont know why he did that, when i asked him if he liked me, in person he kissed me. it was so good. he is good. and then he pulled away and told me to suck his dick. ugh, he makes me so mad. my other friend told me, the other day that she was talking to him. and the reason why he stopped talking to me, out of nowhere he stopped talking to me was he had to hurt me, before i could hurt him. SUCHA FUCKING BULLSHIT EXCUSE. i guess im still not over him, he still lingers in my head everyone once in a while, not often really. its been a month. wow, i didnt realized. blaghsdasdaskl. PENISSSSSCAKES.