so i was hanging out with erica the past days, ive missed her sooooo much. I cant belive I ditched her like that, i feel kinda horrible. Jesus, it was so fun on Tuesday. Her friend, Luaras ex-girl friend showed Luara how you could get mad stoned off dust-off. It a computer cleaner, kinda weird. I thought Id become like retarded, but hey, im actually smarter, O_O.. It was kinda fucking amazing, I thought i was dead at one point, i thought i wasnt in my body, it was illll. then i blanked out like everything was like a strobe light, I was scared as shit. And Noahs such a gross person he keept trying to touch me, then when i said no, he started with erica, then i made her stop, so he went to liz, then kiki, then back to me, fucking cycle. i hate guys, so narsty. I think im turning dykeeeeee. ): i cant see the good in most guys anymore, they all turn me off, there all horrible people, they just want to screw you, and will do anything for anything in return. But then again, i dont see the good in girls now either. So, yeah. Anywayy, i was with valerieee today, and i miss her too. i miss the old times when I had a "I dont give a fuck" attitude to everyone, lol. But, thats not me anymore. Back to what i was saying, we went to the woodmere convienince store, she showed me some cool shit.
IM GOING TO CAMP IN 3 DAYS! TRES DIAS! ZOMFGGG, :DDD. i cant waitttt, ughh. I was texting my friend harrison. Somehow we lead into this big ass conversasion about God, and life and death and random shit like we both hate the lake, becuase we do. Im really glad that I have someone that wont judge me, he reminds me of myselff alott, unlike the other japyass kids at fucking jappyasscamp. XD, oh wellll, Its pretty fun. My grandma has been pissing me off so much lately. All she does is say NONONONNONONNOO. and im sick of her telling me what the fuck i can do, shes not my parents. i love her and all, but she needs to fuck the shit off of my ass.., so annoying... i feel kinda bad though, i always yell, and shes old and all. But i dont want to have pitty on anyone, especaily my family. I never asked for them. They want me. I wish they didnt care sooo much. They worry too muchh. I HATE WOODMERE-HEWLETT. Im seriously thinking of going to a jew school instead of hewlett-high. I mean, yeah there jews. But atleast there not SUCH assholes! &&&, I'll do better in school, and the people wont think of me as a whore. I'm not a whore anymore. whattttevaaaaarrrrrrr.
i want fucking bubble teaaaaa :D
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