Saturday, January 31, 2009

nightmares 1.

so i had this dream a while ago,

i was running, i didn't know where i was running too either. The type of running that you would call sprinting. But i wasn't, i was running. I was running from something, i was being chased. I could feel my heart pounding, burning. I could hear it. Its hard to keep going when you cant see where your going, or why you even are running. I just knew i couldn't stop. On a highway, after a good 10 minutes my head cleared enough, that's where i was. Why was i on a highway running? My legs started going numb from the pain, i knew that they weren't going to give out. They couldn't. I knew that if i ran just fast, and long enough i could be okay. id be fine, id be safe. The air in my lungs exchanged from the atmosphere, less than a second per minute. I was going fast. faster than ever, my surroundings were blurred. My back, my hips, my calves, my thighs felt so large and heavy. My arms felt useless. I stopped thinking, and just ran. I didn't care at this point why i was running anymore. It was an animalistic feeling, and instinct.

Minutes, and hours went by. Maybe days, it was still dark though. but not black, like in the morning, around 7 o’ clock, when the sun is minutes till rising. I kept my pace, i was intranced.

Everything closed in around me, i couldn't sworn that my soul was letting go of my body, seeing myself from above, i was disgusted. I was going to let go, of everything . The ground was coming closer towards me, i was falling. i tripped. i lost. i couldn't have. no. no. no no no no! I screamed, but nothing come out of my mouth. I start to cry, panicked and nervous of whats behind me, i didn't want to look. i looked. i see two bright lights. headlights. they blinded me. the air in my chest was knocked out,